At first I could not read
For the firsts 40 years of my life I could not read
Now I can read

At 39 my natural abilities were validated along with my feeling of failure. I lean to see what I was capable of and by using my natural abilities I discover a way to teach myself to read and write
What was wrong with me?
Nothing
And what fixed it?
Learning that different is not wrong and that I can read but I just do it in a different way